Life After Prostitution

I have lost all value of myself Luke 15:15-16 15  So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs.   16  He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything. lose :become unable to find (something or someone). I guess i need to really understand a lack of value for oneself again to be able to pour my soul out right. At this moment if you ask me how i feel inside id say i feel nothing.To numb to hurt, I wake up every morning wishing i didnt only to realize i did. Just to put on another fake smile and think about how my life has become pure garbage. How much ive grown to hate myself because of the stuff ive allowed in my life. I remember feeling so worthy of so much feeling good inside and loved and cared..those days are hard to find now.

Deciding to Change Your Life Joshua 2:12 “Now then, please swear to me by the Lord that you will show kindness to my family, because I have shown kindness to you. Give me a sure sign 13 that you will spare the lives of my father and mother, my brothers and sisters, and all who belong to them—and that you will save us from death.” 14 “Our lives for your lives!” the men assured her. “If you don’t tell what we are doing, we will treat you kindly and faithfully when the Lord gives us the land.” change make or become different. If anyones knows what its like to change their life they know that its hard work. I know it doesnt just take oneday it takes many days. You have to work on your mind not just how you look outward. You have to work on doing things differently then what your use to and many people dont like to do that they are stuck in old habit. Many people dont know how much hard work goes into it. Like learning not how to cut yourself. or worki...