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I left my sexual lifestyle
John 8:11
11 “No one, sir,” she said.
“Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”

Last week someone questioned me because i told them once about my past lifestyle. They thought that just cuz i was once that way in the past that im that way now. Those feelings i have on the things i use to do are not the same i feel guilt and shame instead of nothingness when i commit a sin. I didnt love God then. I was empty wanting love from a man. I left my lifestyle of sleeping around prostituting along time ago. I want something real. I want love. Who really wants to wonder around sinning all the time. Having sex with tons of men. Feeling dirty and low. I dont thats not who i am.




Don't trust her around your man!
Proverbs 7:10-13;21Then out came a woman to meet him,
dressed like a prostitute and with crafty intent.
11 (She is unruly and defiant,
her feet never stay at home;
12 now in the street, now in the squares,
at every corner she lurks.)
13 She took hold of him and kissed him
and with a brazen face she said:
21 With persuasive words she led him astray;
she seduced him with her smooth talk.

wHORE: A woman that sleeps with everyone.


Honestly many years ago this was said about me. I know i wouldnt of trusted myself around anyones man. Because to be honest I loved sex and i loved it with anyone. If you gave me the attention i took it. I had an issue. I didnt love myself nor did i care if that was your man your baby daddy, your husband, your brother who cares sex was sex and if he was sexing me then i didnt care about you. you could be my friend i didnt care. All I cared for is my orgasm. Didnt care who i hurt in the process because it was about me and my feelings so no i couldnt be trusted around your man. I was selfish and only cared about me who cared about your feelings!

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