Life After Prostitution

The way he looked at me 2 Samuel 13:11-12 Now when she had brought them to him to eat, he took hold of her and said to her, “Come, lie with me, my sister.”12 But she answered him, “No, my brother, do not force me, for no such thing should be done in Israel. Do not do this disgraceful thing! Theres this look and i can still see it in their eyes. It makes me nervous. It flashes me back to those days. Its a look of lust. A look of aggression. I feel unsafe and can imagine the thoughts that go thru their head. I know what type of man you are...i see it in your look....i see it its in the depths of your eyes and scares me.. Trauma caused by Prostitution trau·ma a deeply distressing or disturbing experience. Luke 8:2 and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities—Mary called Magdalene, out of whom had come seven demons, People dont understand how much trauma prostitution brings. Sex was created for marriage. I will tell you as much as sex is ...

         A New Reputation For the Harlot! Reputation: a widespread belief that someone or something has a particular habit or characteristic. Hebrews 11:31 31 By faith the prostitute Rahab, because she welcomed the spies, was not killed with those who were disobedient Most of the time when you see Rahab the in the bible it is met with the Word Rahab the Harlot. That is who she was that was her reputation. We all know certain people when you see them what their reputation is when you see them. So and so the crack addict! So and so the Thief.! So and so the Drunk! So and so the Prostitute! Her reputation stated that she was a hoe. Yet what if God changed your life and your reputation changed... 2 Corinthians 5:17Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. God can give you a new reputation! Rahab was a harlot but she became a mother and a wife! Her life became new and changed! ...

Hope For The Harlot Hosea 3:3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.” hope a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. I once watched a woman who use to sell her body God gave her a husband. She understood that God loved her and his love was sufficient enough for her. Yet still God wanted to give her a gift. A man who was not perfect but he loved her. And I wondered to myself could someone ever love someone like me. Through my eyes I would always be the a whore. Inside of me felt like If I never got someone who really actually loved me that I would never be good enough but remain this woman who couldnt get anyone to love her. Remain this whore because I was never worthy enough for this gift of love. To look at Hosea what made this man love her enough though she was unworthy. After all the pain she put him through he still loved her again. Not ...

If im good enough to sleep with then im good enough to Marry! Deuteronomy 22:28-29  28 If a man find a damsel that is a virgin, which is not betrothed, and lay hold on her, and lie with her, and they be found;29 Then the man that lay with her shall give unto the damsel's father fifty shekels of silver, and she shall be his wife; because he hath humbled her, he may not put her away all his days. Its easy for a man to sleep with a woman they do it all the time. Booty calls one night stands. Sleep with her start a relationship then move on to the next cuz things aren't "working out" It was okay for them to sleep with her but its wasnt okay for them to marry her? If your believing that this is right your living a lie and i dont care if its 2014 and we are in a new age. Having sex with someone is an important part in a relationship yet it should be used in a marriage because marriage is a covenant that is suppose to be forever. Giving your body away to a man was suppo...

Im taking you back! Hosea 3:1-3 3 Then said the Lord unto me, Go yet, love a woman beloved of her friend, yet an adulteress, according to the love of the Lord toward the children of Israel, who look to other gods, and love flagons of wine.2 So I bought her to me for fifteen pieces of silver, and for an homer of barley, and an half homer of barley:3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: s o will I also be for thee. I can only imagine all the church woman or all the "Good woman" around who wondered what Hosea saw in his harlot wife. Seeing that hosea was a good man. ( if this was mordern day the church wasnt around yet) I wonder how mad they would have got knowing how good of woman they where but hosea chose the harlot! Hosea was taking back his harlot wife! He was ready! Nothing anyone could say could stop him. It wasnt their choice it was his! He was going to love her like it was ...

Prostitutes don't fall in love??? Hosea 3 :1-3 1Then the Lord said to me, “Go again, love a woman who is loved by a lover[a] and is committing adultery, just like the love of the Lord for the children of Israel, who look to other gods and love the raisin cakes of the pagans.” 2 So I bought her for myself for fifteen shekels of silver, and one and one-half homers of barley. 3 And I said to her,  “You shall stay with me many days; you shall not play the harlot, nor shall you have a man—so, too, will I be toward you.” I know people always believe that easy loose woman don't have feeling but they do. I know i did! Then at some point a got numb.. then i got to a place of never wanting to be in love to acutally falling for someone and wanting to spend my life with them. I remember the day i heard after he left me....someone told me you will move on just find another chunky man and move on. How do you just fall out of love and move on a question how do you replace the irreplaceable?...

What if God told you to Love and Marry a Whore!  Hosea 1:2-3 2 The beginning of the word of the Lord by Hosea. And the Lord said to Hosea, Go, take unto thee a wife of whoredoms and children of whoredoms: for the land hath committed great whoredom, departing from the Lord.3 So he went and took Gomer the daughter of Diblaim; which conceived, and bare him a son. What if God told you to love a Hoe !! Alot of people would call you Captain save a hoe. I know all the lingo I was a Hoe! What if God told you to LOVE A HOE? Not use her for sex but to love her like you would love someone who actually had respect for themselves? Would you be able to love her? I was a hoe and I had this one man love me in my hoeish days and I changed my life. What if by our love for her it changed her life and made her open her eye's that she wanted something more. That she wanted love. What if you actually took the time to respect her and teach her things no one else did. Maybe it would open her eyes? What if...