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Trusting An Exharlot

I Want Him to Trust Me

Proverbs 31:11
The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil.
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After the life that I once lived I honestly want the man I end up with to trust me. I don't keep my past hidden how can I My blogs called life after prostitution. So its pretty obvious im going to have to share that side of my life. I keep male friends that doesn't mean that im sleeping with them. I probably text my guy best friend a million times a month telling him how much I love him. Does it mean that I want anything sexual from him or that I want to be with him. No but does he play a major
part in my life! Yes he does. I have male friends am I willing to cut off certain people who are approaching me in a manner of trying to get with me yes. Will I cut off those who have no threat to our relationship no I probably won't to be honest. I will just need him to trust me that I'm doing right by him. Honestly because I don't have bad intentions. I know my past sounds reckless but If I'm willing to give you my heart you gotta believe me when I say I will only be for you!! .



                                                                Being Exclusive

Hosea 3:3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.”


only
  1. and no one or nothing more besides; solely or exclusively
 
Like I said having a wild type past that is expressed openly doesn't really help. You use to prostitute yourself.  Cheating, having tons of boyfriends at the same time, playing mind games. I don't want to be thought of as some loose woman. The most I do is work grocery shop go out to eat to the beach or laser tag or bowl Netflix blog. I don't want to be played just so someone can see what my past is all about trying to get me into bed.  I don't want to play the harlot anymore and be with tons of men. One man is enough for me.  Love ,care ,and affection. Commitment. I refuse to play second  best with someone else and so I will not have you play second best either. This will be exclusive! Just the two of us!

 

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