Life After Prostitution

If im good enough to sleep with then im good enough to Marry! Deuteronomy 22:28-29  28 If a man find a damsel that is a virgin, which is not betrothed, and lay hold on her, and lie with her, and they be found;29 Then the man that lay with her shall give unto the damsel's father fifty shekels of silver, and she shall be his wife; because he hath humbled her, he may not put her away all his days. Its easy for a man to sleep with a woman they do it all the time. Booty calls one night stands. Sleep with her start a relationship then move on to the next cuz things aren't "working out" It was okay for them to sleep with her but its wasnt okay for them to marry her? If your believing that this is right your living a lie and i dont care if its 2014 and we are in a new age. Having sex with someone is an important part in a relationship yet it should be used in a marriage because marriage is a covenant that is suppose to be forever. Giving your body away to a man was suppo...

Im taking you back! Hosea 3:1-3 3 Then said the Lord unto me, Go yet, love a woman beloved of her friend, yet an adulteress, according to the love of the Lord toward the children of Israel, who look to other gods, and love flagons of wine.2 So I bought her to me for fifteen pieces of silver, and for an homer of barley, and an half homer of barley:3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: s o will I also be for thee. I can only imagine all the church woman or all the "Good woman" around who wondered what Hosea saw in his harlot wife. Seeing that hosea was a good man. ( if this was mordern day the church wasnt around yet) I wonder how mad they would have got knowing how good of woman they where but hosea chose the harlot! Hosea was taking back his harlot wife! He was ready! Nothing anyone could say could stop him. It wasnt their choice it was his! He was going to love her like it was ...

Prostitutes don't fall in love??? Hosea 3 :1-3 1Then the Lord said to me, “Go again, love a woman who is loved by a lover[a] and is committing adultery, just like the love of the Lord for the children of Israel, who look to other gods and love the raisin cakes of the pagans.” 2 So I bought her for myself for fifteen shekels of silver, and one and one-half homers of barley. 3 And I said to her,  “You shall stay with me many days; you shall not play the harlot, nor shall you have a man—so, too, will I be toward you.” I know people always believe that easy loose woman don't have feeling but they do. I know i did! Then at some point a got numb.. then i got to a place of never wanting to be in love to acutally falling for someone and wanting to spend my life with them. I remember the day i heard after he left me....someone told me you will move on just find another chunky man and move on. How do you just fall out of love and move on a question how do you replace the irreplaceable?...

What if God told you to Love and Marry a Whore!  Hosea 1:2-3 2 The beginning of the word of the Lord by Hosea. And the Lord said to Hosea, Go, take unto thee a wife of whoredoms and children of whoredoms: for the land hath committed great whoredom, departing from the Lord.3 So he went and took Gomer the daughter of Diblaim; which conceived, and bare him a son. What if God told you to love a Hoe !! Alot of people would call you Captain save a hoe. I know all the lingo I was a Hoe! What if God told you to LOVE A HOE? Not use her for sex but to love her like you would love someone who actually had respect for themselves? Would you be able to love her? I was a hoe and I had this one man love me in my hoeish days and I changed my life. What if by our love for her it changed her life and made her open her eye's that she wanted something more. That she wanted love. What if you actually took the time to respect her and teach her things no one else did. Maybe it would open her eyes? What if...

I want to be an excellent wife!  excellent extremely good; outstanding. Proverbs 12:4 An excellent wife is the crown of her husband, But she who causes shame is like rottenness in his bones. I want to be an excellent wife. I spent two years working on my trauma, fear of being a mom,fear of being in love, not wanting to be at home with my family. Just so i can oneday have my own family. I want to be an excellent wife. A wife where a man can't help but say YEAH THATS MY WIFE!! She cook, she cleans, she holds me down, shes a good mom, she saves me money with her couponing lol, she's silly, she loves me and my kids, shes an amazing woman! I pride myself on that. I don't just want to be your average wife. I want to be EXCELLENT! My wife the ex Harlot!  Hosea 3:1-3 Then the Lord said to me, “Go again, love a woman who is loved by a lover[a] and is committing adultery, just like the love of the Lord for the children of Israel, who look to other gods and love the ra...

Eww you Wear that? unwanted not or no longer desired. Matthew 26:6-12 Now when Jesus was in Bethany, in the house of Simon the leper,7 There came unto him a woman having an alabaster box of very precious ointment, and poured it on his head, as he sat at meat.8 But when his disciples saw it, they had indignation, saying, To what purpose is this waste?9 For this ointment might have been sold for  much, and given to the poor.10 When Jesus understood it, he said unto them, Why trouble ye the woman? for she hath wrought a good work upon me.11 For ye have the poor always with you; but me ye have not always.12 For in that she hath poured this ointment on my body, she did it for my burial. Have you ever gone into the store and seen clothing that you just love you can't wait to try it on. Like i love clothing that screams Jasmine... Hey Hunnny!!! Yet i dont like beads or words or people on my shirts. I try not to wear clothing name brands because I just don't like the name across the cl...

God is not a Rapist ! rape : The act of seizing and carrying off by force 2 Samuel 13:11-14 And when she had brought them unto him to eat, he took hold of her, and said unto her, Come lie with me, my sister.12 And she answered him, Nay, my brother, do not force me; for no such thing ought to be done in Israel: do not thou this folly.13 And I, whither shall I cause my shame to go? and as for thee , thou shalt be as one of the fools in Israel. Now therefore, I pray thee, speak unto the king; for he will not withhold me from thee.14 Howbeit he would not hearken unto her voice: but, being stronger than she, forced her, and lay with her. Okay hear me out! This woman did not want to sleep with her brother! Yet he took advantage of her making her do something she didnt want to do. Well God has a will for everyones life but God will never Rape you! He will never force you to do his will! We have free will to do what we want with our bodies that is our choice! If we tell God NO I DONT WANT ...