Skip to main content

My Wife the Ex Harlot!

I want to be an excellent wife! 

excellent

extremely good; outstanding.

Proverbs 12:4
An excellent wife is the crown of her husband,
But she who causes shame is like rottenness in his bones.

I want to be an excellent wife. I spent two years working on my trauma, fear of being a mom,fear of being in love, not wanting to be at home with my family. Just so i can oneday have my own family. I want to be an excellent wife. A wife where a man can't help but say YEAH THATS MY WIFE!! She cook, she cleans, she holds me down, shes a good mom, she saves me money with her couponing lol, she's silly, she loves me and my kids, shes an amazing woman! I pride myself on that. I don't just want to be your average wife. I want to be EXCELLENT!


My wife the ex Harlot! 

Hosea 3:1-3
Then the Lord said to me, “Go again, love a woman who is loved by a lover[a] and is committing adultery, just like the love of the Lord for the children of Israel, who look to other gods and love the raisin cakes of the pagans.” So I bought her for myself for fifteen shekels of silver, and one and one-half homers of barley. 3 And I said to her, “You shall stay with me many days; you shall not play the harlot, nor shall you have a man—so, too, will I be toward you.”

Here is my down fall I am an ex prostitute. This can be hard yes thats my wife the ex prostitute. Gomer was far from an excellent wife she was a prostitute. Man don't I understand. She wasn't anyone that anyone would want to claim.. man don't i understand. More of an embarrassment than someone who anyone would want to be in a relationship with. Yet still Hosea wifed her up! Yess that is my wife right there.. Why because he loved her! Reguardless of what everyone thought of her, reguardless of how everyone treated her. That was his wifey and he loved him some her! Ex-Harlot and all! That right there is my wife! Oneday I hope my husband will understand my past and what ive been through and still love me just as Hosea loved his harlot wife!! She had to make some changes like being for only him and no other man but.Yes that right there is my ex prostitute wife!!!Despite my pass i hope my husband will still be proud enough to claim me as his wife!

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Taking Back The Prostitute!

Im taking you back! Hosea 3:1-3 3 Then said the Lord unto me, Go yet, love a woman beloved of her friend, yet an adulteress, according to the love of the Lord toward the children of Israel, who look to other gods, and love flagons of wine.2 So I bought her to me for fifteen pieces of silver, and for an homer of barley, and an half homer of barley:3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: s o will I also be for thee. I can only imagine all the church woman or all the "Good woman" around who wondered what Hosea saw in his harlot wife. Seeing that hosea was a good man. ( if this was mordern day the church wasnt around yet) I wonder how mad they would have got knowing how good of woman they where but hosea chose the harlot! Hosea was taking back his harlot wife! He was ready! Nothing anyone could say could stop him. It wasnt their choice it was his! He was going to love her like it was ...
Post a Comment
Read more

New Reputation for the Harlot!

         A New Reputation For the Harlot! Reputation: a widespread belief that someone or something has a particular habit or characteristic. Hebrews 11:31 31 By faith the prostitute Rahab, because she welcomed the spies, was not killed with those who were disobedient Most of the time when you see Rahab the in the bible it is met with the Word Rahab the Harlot. That is who she was that was her reputation. We all know certain people when you see them what their reputation is when you see them. So and so the crack addict! So and so the Thief.! So and so the Drunk! So and so the Prostitute! Her reputation stated that she was a hoe. Yet what if God changed your life and your reputation changed... 2 Corinthians 5:17Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. God can give you a new reputation! Rahab was a harlot but she became a mother and a wife! Her life became new and changed! ...
Post a Comment
Read more

Trauma caused by Prostitution

The way he looked at me 2 Samuel 13:11-12 Now when she had brought them to him to eat, he took hold of her and said to her, “Come, lie with me, my sister.”12 But she answered him, “No, my brother, do not force me, for no such thing should be done in Israel. Do not do this disgraceful thing! Theres this look and i can still see it in their eyes. It makes me nervous. It flashes me back to those days. Its a look of lust. A look of aggression. I feel unsafe and can imagine the thoughts that go thru their head. I know what type of man you are...i see it in your look....i see it its in the depths of your eyes and scares me.. Trauma caused by Prostitution trau·ma a deeply distressing or disturbing experience. Luke 8:2 and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities—Mary called Magdalene, out of whom had come seven demons, People dont understand how much trauma prostitution brings. Sex was created for marriage. I will tell you as much as sex is ...
Post a Comment
Read more