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                                      He Made My Heart Perfect!

Psalm 101:2-4


2 I will behave myself wisely in a perfect way. O when wilt thou come unto me? I will walk within my house with a perfect heart.
3 I will set no wicked thing before mine eyes: I hate the work of them that turn aside; it shall not cleave to me.
4 A froward heart shall depart from me: I will not know a wicked person.

Perfect 
Verb
Make (something) completely free from faults or defects, or as close to such a condition as possible.



We cant really see our heart or know if somethings wrong with it because it is inner in December I went the hospital because I could feel my heart because It was causing me pain. I did't realize that I had a hardened heart condition. The doctors found nothing but I believe God was trying to show me the condition of my heart. I couldn't see it, I dont feel it, Yet at that moment I did and something was wrong. My heart was hardened.

God has been working on my heart and it feels so good! I feel light and opened to things that I have never in my life been open to.  I feel like a house with doors people are welcomed here! Yet that still doesn't mean I don't have to be careful on who I allow to come in my life. Yet I have learned that God will warn me who is okay and who is not okay for me! So I must walk wisely to make sure I don't make the mistakes again to let the wrong people in my life. Yet instead of living in fear I can now walk in belief that love is real and I can be loved! No more hard heart, no more being heartless, no more pushing the right people away. To actually feel again like im no longer numb, to want to embrace love and people.  I feel like God took and put a new heart in me! See some people think that when your damaged like this that you can just meet someone and it will work out but God had to fix me and open my heart how can you build a real relationship with someone without a real relationship with God he is love real love to learn love the real way you must know God! He made my heart perfect!




Meeting Prince Charming 


Ruth 2:8

 Then said Boaz unto Ruth, Hearest thou not, my daughter? Go not to glean in another field, neither go from hence, but abide here fast by my maidens:

Prince charming - a suitor who fulfills the dreams of his beloved


Ruth didn't know but that day she meet Boaz in the field would change her life forever! Like the day  we meet Jesus he changes our life forever!






He choose's His Princess!

Esther 2:17


17 And the king loved Esther above all the women, and she obtained grace and favour in his sight more than all the virgins; so that he set the royal crown upon her head, and made her queen instead of Vashti.



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