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Do you trust this?

Trust! 

firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something.

Joshua 2:18
Behold, when we come into the land, thou shalt bind this line of scarlet thread in the window which thou didst let us down by: and thou shalt bring thy father, and thy mother, and thy brethren, and all thy father's household, home unto thee.

So we been talking about receiving love and how to receive love you must be vulnerable not only that but you must learn to trust. Rahab wanted to receive Gods love. Yet when the men left her they could have not returned they could have not came back for her but she had to learn to trust that they were going to come back for her. Alot of men probably came back for her day in and day out but for one thing Sex! Yet she had to trust that they would come back to rescue her! Rescue her out of her lifestyle, from behind her wall she lived behind! It takes a lot to trust and faith to believe that love will do the right things by you. I remember the day God told me to TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART.. WOW! I mean i have read that scripture day in and day out but have a ever really trusted God with my heart. Yes salvation wise I had I gave my life to Jesus! Have You? Yet to trust that he wanted the best for me even when certain things hurt at times! Even when it didn't seem like he wanted the best for me! When it seemed like the direction he was taking me down seemed to breaking me down and causing me to lose everything. Yet after a while when I got to the other side I felt so good. I remember a good friend of mine did something that I didn't understand was best for me but he had to get it thru my head that i care about you. Even though to me it didn't seem like it but I didn't know something that he knew! Something that would be better for me in the end! THough the spies had to leave Rahab.. all she had was a red scarlet thread in the window that promised we will return for you! Do you trust this?

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