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Making Love to your Husband

Having sex with her husband only

Hosea 3:3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: so will I also be for thee.

Hoseas wife slept around on him but she was offered to only have an intimate relationship with her husband. To only be for one man. Sounds like a beautiful thing. Im not going to act like i havent had sex before in my life i have i was pregnant and miscarried at 15. Where do babies come from thats right everyone babies come from sex lol but ive learned my lesson enough that im not trying to keep giving my body away to men who dont love me. Yes i am human and i have needs but do i feel like hurting myself any longer  no. Do i want to share this moment  with one man and one man only despite my past. yes so ill wait. #lifeafterprostitution



I don't want just to have sex I want to make love

Hebrews 13:4
Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous.

I want passion. I want someone to look me in the eyes and know they love me. I don't want it to be empty. Knowing the person doesn't care. Doesn't want to be with me doesn't want to spend their life with me. I want someone who knows that they love me wants to spend forever with me cherishes my body. Cherishes me. Maybe create children or of love. I don't want to just have sex with anyone. I want to make love to my husband. A man who thinks I'm worth it. A man who will love me a man who will know my worth. I want to make love.

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