The craziest thing ive done for money

Prostitute : offer (someone, typically a woman) for sexual activity in exchange for payment.

Joshua 2:1-2 Then Joshua son of Nun secretly sent two spies from Shittim. “Go, look over the land,” he said, “especially Jericho.” So they went and entered the house of a prostitute named Rahab and stayed there.

The craziest thing Ive ever done for money is prostitute. Sell my body so that I can survive living on the streets. I use to run away from home. The easiest way to find shelter get a meal was either trade my body in for a place to stay or for cash. One way or another i was going to make it out there. So i chose the only thing i knew would work my body. Thats what I had to offer. Am i proud of what i did no. Do i regret it yes. Will i ever do it again not even if i ran out of options on getting back on my feet. Prostitution is not the answer.

My thoughts about men after prostitution

Hosea 3:3

3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.

My thoughts about men after prostitution. Is that all men just want me for sex. Your not interested in me. Or whats best for me . or helping me your interested in sleeping with me. Your not interested in a future with me just to fulfill your sexual desire n then walk away when im no longer fulfilling to you. I am not a human being with a mind ideas or thoughts to you im a place to lay your private parts. I can calculate how long you will be around until you walk away. Your not staying you dont want a relationship you just want sex. ill never be good enough just someone to lay on my back for a man

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