Life After Prostitution

What if God told you to Love and Marry a Whore!  Hosea 1:2-3 2 The beginning of the word of the Lord by Hosea. And the Lord said to Hosea, Go, take unto thee a wife of whoredoms and children of whoredoms: for the land hath committed great whoredom, departing from the Lord.3 So he went and took Gomer the daughter of Diblaim; which conceived, and bare him a son. What if God told you to love a Hoe !! Alot of people would call you Captain save a hoe. I know all the lingo I was a Hoe! What if God told you to LOVE A HOE? Not use her for sex but to love her like you would love someone who actually had respect for themselves? Would you be able to love her? I was a hoe and I had this one man love me in my hoeish days and I changed my life. What if by our love for her it changed her life and made her open her eye's that she wanted something more. That she wanted love. What if you actually took the time to respect her and teach her things no one else did. Maybe it would open her eyes? What if...

I want to be an excellent wife!  excellent extremely good; outstanding. Proverbs 12:4 An excellent wife is the crown of her husband, But she who causes shame is like rottenness in his bones. I want to be an excellent wife. I spent two years working on my trauma, fear of being a mom,fear of being in love, not wanting to be at home with my family. Just so i can oneday have my own family. I want to be an excellent wife. A wife where a man can't help but say YEAH THATS MY WIFE!! She cook, she cleans, she holds me down, shes a good mom, she saves me money with her couponing lol, she's silly, she loves me and my kids, shes an amazing woman! I pride myself on that. I don't just want to be your average wife. I want to be EXCELLENT! My wife the ex Harlot!  Hosea 3:1-3 Then the Lord said to me, “Go again, love a woman who is loved by a lover[a] and is committing adultery, just like the love of the Lord for the children of Israel, who look to other gods and love the ra...

Eww you Wear that? unwanted not or no longer desired. Matthew 26:6-12 Now when Jesus was in Bethany, in the house of Simon the leper,7 There came unto him a woman having an alabaster box of very precious ointment, and poured it on his head, as he sat at meat.8 But when his disciples saw it, they had indignation, saying, To what purpose is this waste?9 For this ointment might have been sold for  much, and given to the poor.10 When Jesus understood it, he said unto them, Why trouble ye the woman? for she hath wrought a good work upon me.11 For ye have the poor always with you; but me ye have not always.12 For in that she hath poured this ointment on my body, she did it for my burial. Have you ever gone into the store and seen clothing that you just love you can't wait to try it on. Like i love clothing that screams Jasmine... Hey Hunnny!!! Yet i dont like beads or words or people on my shirts. I try not to wear clothing name brands because I just don't like the name across the cl...

God is not a Rapist ! rape : The act of seizing and carrying off by force 2 Samuel 13:11-14 And when she had brought them unto him to eat, he took hold of her, and said unto her, Come lie with me, my sister.12 And she answered him, Nay, my brother, do not force me; for no such thing ought to be done in Israel: do not thou this folly.13 And I, whither shall I cause my shame to go? and as for thee , thou shalt be as one of the fools in Israel. Now therefore, I pray thee, speak unto the king; for he will not withhold me from thee.14 Howbeit he would not hearken unto her voice: but, being stronger than she, forced her, and lay with her. Okay hear me out! This woman did not want to sleep with her brother! Yet he took advantage of her making her do something she didnt want to do. Well God has a will for everyones life but God will never Rape you! He will never force you to do his will! We have free will to do what we want with our bodies that is our choice! If we tell God NO I DONT WANT ...

I dont want to be a Baby Momma, Sideline Hoe, One Night Stand, fwb But I want to be a Wife! Proverbs 31:10 Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies. Baby Mama an unmarried young woman (but can be a woman of any age) who has had a child. Sideline Hoe Being a mistress, or just a girlfriend on the side. One-night stand a sexual relationship lasting only one night. FWB "friends with benefits" casual relationship implying no committment, but involving companionship Its been easier to not give my body away to guys for the fact that I want to get married then have children. I want to be a wife not a baby momma! My parents were not married when they had me and they kept having children after me with other people so when I explain my family tree well everyone either has a different mother or father or something. I dont want that for my children. I want to be married in a union that last forever. If I don't know forsure that someone is going to love...

Broken Down Walls!  bro·ken 1. having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order. Joshua 6:15-20And it came to pass on the seventh day, that they rose early about the dawning of the day, and compassed the city after the same manner seven times: only on that day they compassed the city seven times.16 And it came to pass at the seventh time, when the priests blew wit h the trumpets, Joshua said unto the people, Shout; for the Lord hath given you the city.17 And the city shall be accursed, even it, and all that are therein, to the Lord: only Rahab the harlot shall live, she and all that are with her in the house, because she hid the messengers that we sent.18 And ye, in any wise keep yourselves from the accursed thing, lest ye make yourselves accursed, when ye take of the accursed thing, and make the camp of Israel a curse, and trouble it.19 But all the silver, and gold, and vessels of brass and iron, are consecrated unto the Lord: they shall come into...

         God created Sex to beautiful!!! beau·ti·ful adj. 1. Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight. 2. Excellent; wonderful. Genesis 4:1 And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the Lord. I never really thought to describe sex as something beautiful! Growing up in the church it was never explained like that. I was always told don't have sex! They talked about the sin of sex! That was that! Then it was never really talked much about at home ! I was told no Yet never told exactly why! Im not the type of person who if you tell me don't do something and then don't tell me why then chances are i will end up doing it! Especially if your telling me not to do it and then your doing it...Ohhkay.....Sooo ......Its bad so why is it okay for you? I need an explanation to understand! Not just one side explanation either i need the pros and cons ect! I need understanding! So Now...