Life After Prostitution

Having sex with her husband only Hosea 3:3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: so will I also be for thee. Hoseas wife slept around on him but she was offered to only have an intimate relationship with her husband. To only be for one man. Sounds like a beautiful thing. Im not going to act like i havent had sex before in my life i have i was pregnant and miscarried at 15. Where do babies come from thats right everyone babies come from sex lol but ive learned my lesson enough that im not trying to keep giving my body away to men who dont love me. Yes i am human and i have needs but do i feel like hurting myself any longer  no. Do i want to share this moment  with one man and one man only despite my past. yes so ill wait. #lifeafterprostitution I don't want just to have sex I want to make love Hebrews 13:4 Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undef...

He's Seen Your Ugly Parts an Still Wants You! Hosea 3:1-3 The Lord said to me, “Go, show your love to your wife again, though she is loved by another man and is an adulteress. Love her as the Lord loves the Israelites, though they turn to other gods and love the sacred raisin cakes.”2 So I bought her for fifteen shekels[a] of silver and about a homer and a lethek[b] of barley. 3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate  with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.” ugly unpleasant or repulsive, especially in appearance. I think the best thing in the world is when someone knows the ugly parts of you and they still want to be there. They still want to spend time with you. They still want to build a friendship or a relationship with you. Maybe they have seen your anger and you thought it might push them away. Or maybe you've done some ugly things in your past and still they want to be there. What ever ...

I Want Him to Trust Me Proverbs 31:11 The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil. ... After the life that I once lived I honestly want the man I end up with to trust me. I don't keep my past hidden how can I My blogs called life after prostitution. So its pretty obvious im going to have to share that side of my life. I keep male friends that doesn't mean that im sleeping with them. I probably text my guy best friend a million times a month telling him how much I love him. Does it mean that I want anything sexual from him or that I want to be with him. No but does he play a major part in my life! Yes he does. I have male friends am I willing to cut off certain people who are approaching me in a manner of trying to get with me yes. Will I cut off those who have no threat to our relationship no I probably won't to be honest. I will just need him to trust me that I'm doing right by him. Honestly because I don't...

The Harlot Gets A New Destiny Joshua 6:25 And Joshua saved Rahab the harlot alive, and her father's household, and all that she had; and she dwelleth in Israel even unto this day; because she hid the messengers, which Joshua sent to spy out Jericho. On this day the spys came to spy out the land and they would destroy it. Yet they came to a harlots house name rahab. Thank God because This Harlot got a second chance her destiny to live in prostitution ended this day.To die after being in prostitution that would have been crazy knowing you lived your whole life a hoe.! See we dont have to be who life has destined us to be. We can get another chance a better one. Matthew 1:5 And Salmon begat Booz of Rachab; and Booz begat Obed of Ruth; and Obed begat Jesse;Rahab got out of prostitution and so can't you.  Your Destiny IS Now!!! Habakkuk 2:3 For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end—it will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it will ...

The way he looked at me 2 Samuel 13:11-12 Now when she had brought them to him to eat, he took hold of her and said to her, “Come, lie with me, my sister.”12 But she answered him, “No, my brother, do not force me, for no such thing should be done in Israel. Do not do this disgraceful thing! Theres this look and i can still see it in their eyes. It makes me nervous. It flashes me back to those days. Its a look of lust. A look of aggression. I feel unsafe and can imagine the thoughts that go thru their head. I know what type of man you are...i see it in your look....i see it its in the depths of your eyes and scares me.. Trauma caused by Prostitution trau·ma a deeply distressing or disturbing experience. Luke 8:2 and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities—Mary called Magdalene, out of whom had come seven demons, People dont understand how much trauma prostitution brings. Sex was created for marriage. I will tell you as much as sex is ...

         A New Reputation For the Harlot! Reputation: a widespread belief that someone or something has a particular habit or characteristic. Hebrews 11:31 31 By faith the prostitute Rahab, because she welcomed the spies, was not killed with those who were disobedient Most of the time when you see Rahab the in the bible it is met with the Word Rahab the Harlot. That is who she was that was her reputation. We all know certain people when you see them what their reputation is when you see them. So and so the crack addict! So and so the Thief.! So and so the Drunk! So and so the Prostitute! Her reputation stated that she was a hoe. Yet what if God changed your life and your reputation changed... 2 Corinthians 5:17Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. God can give you a new reputation! Rahab was a harlot but she became a mother and a wife! Her life became new and changed! ...

Hope For The Harlot Hosea 3:3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.” hope a feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. I once watched a woman who use to sell her body God gave her a husband. She understood that God loved her and his love was sufficient enough for her. Yet still God wanted to give her a gift. A man who was not perfect but he loved her. And I wondered to myself could someone ever love someone like me. Through my eyes I would always be the a whore. Inside of me felt like If I never got someone who really actually loved me that I would never be good enough but remain this woman who couldnt get anyone to love her. Remain this whore because I was never worthy enough for this gift of love. To look at Hosea what made this man love her enough though she was unworthy. After all the pain she put him through he still loved her again. Not ...