Life After Prostitution

Why i have chose to be celibate Hebrews 13:4 4 Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge. cel·i·bate abstaining from marriage and sexual relations Im not a virgin and i havent always gotten it right even after becoming a christian. I have always struggled with sexual sin. My blogs called life after prostitution. So you cant be that surprised At some point in my life i found myself in a predicament where i didnt get my monthly friend. And so i approached the person letting them know. And i dont want to be a single mom. So we sat down and talked about it they said they'd pay child support but didn't want anything to do with me. But they really were pushing for an abortion. At that point in my life my life changed because i didn't want to be a single mom or have an abortion but because i choose to have sex this was the predicament i found myself in. If I didn't have sex i would have never had to have ...

I left my sexual lifestyle John 8:11 11 “No one, sir,” she said. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.” Last week someone questioned me because i told them once about my past lifestyle. They thought that just cuz i was once that way in the past that im that way now. Those feelings i have on the things i use to do are not the same i feel guilt and shame instead of nothingness when i commit a sin. I didnt love God then. I was empty wanting love from a man. I left my lifestyle of sleeping around prostituting along time ago. I want something real. I want love. Who really wants to wonder around sinning all the time. Having sex with tons of men. Feeling dirty and low. I dont thats not who i am. Don't trust her around your man! Proverbs 7:10-13;21Then out came a woman to meet him, dressed like a prostitute and with crafty intent. 11 (She is unruly and defiant, her feet never stay at home; 12 now in the street, now in the...

Hoe to a Wife Matthew 1:5 Salmon the father of Boaz, whose mother was Rahab, Boaz the father of Obed, whose mother was Ruth, Obed the father of Jesse, I value being a wife! Wife back in the day for me wasnt even an option i was a loose woman. So for me going backwards would be crazy. Its like downgrading back to where i use to be. For me being a wife is a high honor. I dont always have the best wifely days and marriage can be hard. But no I would never for a second want to trade in my wife card back for my hoe card..

The craziest thing ive done for money Prostitute : offer (someone, typically a woman) for sexual activity in exchange for payment. Joshua 2:1-2 Then Joshua son of Nun secretly sent two spies from Shittim. “Go, look over the land,” he said, “especially Jericho.” So they went and entered the house of a prostitute named Rahab and stayed there. The craziest thing Ive ever done for money is prostitute. Sell my body so that I can survive living on the streets. I use to run away from home. The easiest way to find shelter get a meal was either trade my body in for a place to stay or for cash. One way or another i was going to make it out there. So i chose the only thing i knew would work my body. Thats what I had to offer. Am i proud of what i did no. Do i regret it yes. Will i ever do it again not even if i ran out of options on getting back on my feet. Prostitution is not the answer. My thoughts about men after prostitution Hosea 3:3 3 Then I told her, “You are to live with me...

Prostitution  Proverbs 7:10 Then out came a woman to meet him,      dressed like a prostitute and with crafty intent. pros·ti·tute ˈprästəˌt(y)o͞ot/ noun 1 . a person, in particular a woman, who engages in sexual activity for payment. Honestly prostitution is easy money. Men love sex!( not male bashing just what ive seen in my life experiences walking down this road of prostitution) Alot are not willing to reject a woman whose ready to spread their legs. Some will but even the people ud least expect are willing to pay for play. Sex sells!Alot of men have fetishes, pay to pleasure, pay to be pleasured. Its the reality that we live in . Honestly its easy money. Fast cash.  Right now what im making working 80 hours a week i could make in a few hours. Because prostitution is easy money and men love sex. Desperate times Call for Measures desperate times call for desperate measures Extreme   and ...

Seducing Proverbs 7:21-23 21 With persuasive words she led him astray; she seduced him with her smooth talk. 22 All at once he followed her like an ox going to the slaughter, like a deer[a] stepping into a noose[b] 23 till an arrow pierces his liver, like a bird darting into a snare, little knowing it will cost him his life. seduce entice (someone) into sexual activity. I know all about seduction being a woman who was very sexually promiscuous. I knew how to lure a man in with my words, by touch, by manipulation how ever i was going to get what i want. I was good at what i did. But its not that hard most men love sex and fall for it. Married, single, even pastors, men woman. Sex is just one of those things in which is very tempting. And with the right words, the right outfit, the right hair sytle, the right something seduction can be easy

I have lost all value of myself Luke 15:15-16 15  So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs.   16  He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything. lose :become unable to find (something or someone). I guess i need to really understand a lack of value for oneself again to be able to pour my soul out right. At this moment if you ask me how i feel inside id say i feel nothing.To numb to hurt, I wake up every morning wishing i didnt only to realize i did. Just to put on another fake smile and think about how my life has become pure garbage. How much ive grown to hate myself because of the stuff ive allowed in my life. I remember feeling so worthy of so much feeling good inside and loved and cared..those days are hard to find now.

Deciding to Change Your Life Joshua 2:12 “Now then, please swear to me by the Lord that you will show kindness to my family, because I have shown kindness to you. Give me a sure sign 13 that you will spare the lives of my father and mother, my brothers and sisters, and all who belong to them—and that you will save us from death.” 14 “Our lives for your lives!” the men assured her. “If you don’t tell what we are doing, we will treat you kindly and faithfully when the Lord gives us the land.” change make or become different. If anyones knows what its like to change their life they know that its hard work. I know it doesnt just take oneday it takes many days. You have to work on your mind not just how you look outward. You have to work on doing things differently then what your use to and many people dont like to do that they are stuck in old habit. Many people dont know how much hard work goes into it. Like learning not how to cut yourself. or worki...

My story as a prostitute Joshua 2:1 And Joshua the son of Nun sent out of Shittim two men to spy secretly, saying, Go view the land, even Jericho. And they went, and came into an harlot's house, named Rahab, and lodged there. I was around 15 when I had sex for money. I ran away from home and needed money to survive the streets. My first time I was on a chat line and agreed to meet up with someone I made 70 dollars for 20 minutes of sex. I remember going on the house it was snowing outside. Once we were done having sex I left. Never saw him again. I've been raped by a group of guys in an alley. Had guns to my head lived in crack houses (never did crack) but because I need a place to stay. Prostitution is fast money but not worth the mental physical damage that it can cause

Don't trust her around your man! home·wreck·er a person who is blamed for the breakup of a marriage or family, especially due to having engaged in an affair with one member of a couple.  Proverbs 7:10-13;21Then out came a woman to meet him, dressed like a prostitute and with crafty intent. 11 (She is unruly and defiant, her feet never stay at home; 12 now in the street, now in the squares, at every corner she lurks.) 13 She took hold of him and kissed him and with a brazen face she said: 21 With persuasive words she led him astray; she seduced him with her smooth talk. Honestly many years ago this was said about me. I know i wouldnt of trusted myself around anyones man. Because to be honest I loved sex and i loved it with anyone. If you gave me the attention i took it. I had an issue. I didnt love myself nor did i care if that was your man your baby daddy, your husband, your brother who cares sex was sex and if he was sexing me then i didnt care abo...

Sex Sex Sex ( Oh no a Christian Talking about Sex) 1 Corinthians 7:3-5 The husband should give to his wife her conjugal rights, and likewise the wife to her husband. For the wife does not have authority over her own body, but the husband does. Likewise the husband does not have authority over his own body, but the wife does. Do not deprive one another, except perhaps by agreement for a limited time, that you may devote yourselves to prayer; but then come together again, so that Satan may not tempt you because of your lack of self-control. SeX physical activity in which people touch each other's bodies, kiss each other, etc. : physical activity that is related to and often includes sexual intercourse Oh God!! I am a Christian talking about Sex!!! Now I know so often Christian constantly talk about not having sex. Sex is a sin! Yet this is how we turn people away from God we feed them half truths!.... God CREATED SEX TO BE BEAUTFIUL! SEX IS A SIN OUTSIDE OF MARRIAGE! YET WHEN USED IN...

Hope For the Harlot:Having Children with a Prostitute Hosea 1:2 2 When the Lord began to speak through Hosea, the Lord said to him, “Go, marry a promiscuous woman and have children with her, for like an adulterous wife this land is guilty of unfaithfulness to the Lord.” I speak on many prostitutes from the bible because I want to give them hope. Hope from their past, present hope for their future. Everyone deserves a chance no matter what they go through. PRostitutes often have a hard time with many task coming out of their lifestyles. Believing they can have certain things like marriage , children, ect. In my life after prostitution i never thought i could get married. I am now married. I believed that No one would love me so i promised God id give him my child if he gave me a son. God can make the impossible happen you just have to believe. You just have to have hope

Stop Jumping person to person Hosea 3:3 3 And I said unto her, Thou shalt abide for me many days; thou shalt not play the harlot, and thou shalt not be for another man: so will I also be for thee. Ive in my life had done this.. Its not cute... after a while one turns into two turns into you cant count. Stop jumping person to person. Find love and build. Everyone has flaws so work through your differences. Stop looking for mr. or mrs perfect.. sorry to break it to you not happening. When you say your going to make a commitment commit. Dont keep going through different men and woman. The hoe asked to be saved Josua 2:12 Now therefore, I pray you, swear unto me by the Lord, since I have shewed you kindness, that ye will also shew kindness unto my father's house, and give me a true token: 13 And that ye will save alive my father, and my mother, and my brethren, and my sisters, and all that they have, and deliver our lives from death. The hoe asked to be saved.... T...

Abstinence abstain restrain oneself from doing or enjoying something. 1 Corinthians 6:18 Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin a person commits is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins against his own body. I know its hard fighting temptation! We are humans and have urges and sometimes our body wants what it wants but it will be well worth it in the end. I remember abstaining from sex i struggled but the more i walked in it the easier it became i learned how to avoid putting myself in situations i just couldnt handle and i avoided. I avoid things like kids before marriage, stds, or just sleeping with men who are no longer apart of my life. No one said abstinence is easy but it is well worth it Not giving into the flesh Galatians 5:16 But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the flesh Its hard when you been living one way for so long and switching to another. I find that the ...